well, t-minus about 36 hours. My lounging spots are ready. I am getting anxious, about the procedure itself (WILL there be enough sedation? I don't want to be aware of the vitrectomy part)...and the logistics of getting home, getting through 2 weeks without slipping into melancholy or just getting restless to the point of going mad....
But mostly, it's the surgery itself, and the aftermath of blindness in that eye, that completely unnerves me.